Thursday, December 01, 2005
Squeaks. squeaks.
argh. im so timid. i dun dare to call up ppl who put up ads in the newspapers and asking me to call them...why? cos...i feel that i cannot speak fluent english. not singlish. we need to make good impressions u noe. first impressions are very important. my fluent english is limited man. it's so much easier to write than to speak. ok lah...i dun speak english often..ok finee...den too bad huh? likedat how to find job??
i really think i can hardly survive in interviews. i get really REALLY nervous talking to strangers... and i'm quite self conscious...imagine if i were in a room with 4 high class strangers all looking at me and shotgunning me with questions...gasP!! stammer stammer...and wonder what they are thinking of me..man. this is a pure immense torture. yes, i have little confidence in myself. hai. i have to study on the questions that they will ask and learn how to answer them properly summore. sucky.
and what resumes?!! that, i totally sucked. thank god there's ms yong. she says she's a pro in that and that we can ask her for help. hahaa. i can see that from what she wrote in my testimonial.
aye. 1 day at home and i'm so bored already. i wanna watch my bro play resident evil 4 leh. too bad he's in camp today. and i tried to watched Pride again but it got me so sad i dun wanna touch it again. hahaaa..they CUT OFF MY FAV PRIDE INTRO DAMMIT!! and i dun understand why the film runs faster than the sound lah. so u see takuya kimura doing a few seconds of mime den u hear his voice coming. this suxs. all of the above did not happen in the one i borrowed from my fren who bot hers for $29.90. ( i got it for ard $10 less) yet another lesson learnt on, the famous chinese saying, "Pian Yi Mei Hao Huo" and " Yi fen qian yi fen huo". hope it does not happen to all the other sequels. (" /)
my heart goes piang whenever i see u both going like this. it's not worth it...
pitter. patter. 3:57:00 PM