Tuesday, October 19, 2004
i think about 4e1 again. I wonder how they are...and was thinking whether if they had forgotten me...after being the one and only beattyian to go to mjc..(suxs)..not much contacts..except once in a while online chats with alfian..yah..i think that's about it..sadd.
A year has passed.............i wonder how the others are doing, and how i have been doing..and boy am I feeling so mixed now. Confused. Downcast. Frustrated. why? frustrated abt PW, the school...sad about my frens who can't seem to make it to year 2..confused cos i dunno whether to go poly or not even if i can promote..with my sucky results..i dun think it's smooth sailing for me next year. 2004 is the worst year of my life so far. Imagine next year. Most likely worst.
Im certainly not proud of my results, not happy, nor really satisfied. Yah i noe some ppl will say im much better than some people..but..seriously, it is still kenna sai lah. haix
GP
51 .0 (C5)
CLAO
50.0 C5
Maths C
49.1 E (bullshit - 1 more mark to D)
Physics
44.4 AO (elephantshit - 1 more mark to E)
Chemistry
Section A : 21/40
Section B :
4/40 (im the lowest in class)
Section C: -?- class average is erm... 5/40?
prediction: F
stunning rite........I've never score a 4/40 before man..haha..chemistry suxs. How to promote likedat..........my sch's requirement is 1 A 2 AO + pass in GP. how abt urs?
oh yah, another thing. since Monday...the always slow and patience testing bus 39 always comes the moment i wait at the bus stop. No, they have not increase the bus frequency...it's really weird..From the starting of this year i always have to wait for at least 15 minutes for that bus...and now....(i think god is hinting me something.)......wow im thinking too much.
pitter. patter. 5:45:00 PM